ride that slide!

O to the M to the G! doesn't really matter if it is fake or not.

to live here and now

driving on the roads of gotland seeing the most amazing land and envying the "quality of life" that this place represents, i once again realize how difficult i find it to live here and now. we get out of the car to see the wonders. i try to block myself from thinking about what time it is and what we are going to do next. i take my pictures and make myself look up, look out. in a way i hate the camera, without it i would have to memorize and really see things. now i can do it afterwards. why does it have to be so hard to enjoy the moment right now?

over and over again. have i lost myself in traveling form? again? or am i waiting for something to happen? maybe this is not where i want to be.