driving on the roads of gotland seeing the most amazing land and envying the "quality of life" that this place represents, i once again realize how difficult i find it to live here and now. we get out of the car to see the wonders. i try to block myself from thinking about what time it is and what we are going to do next. i take my pictures and make myself look up, look out. in a way i hate the camera, without it i would have to memorize and really see things. now i can do it afterwards. why does it have to be so hard to enjoy the moment right now?
over and over again. have i lost myself in traveling form? again? or am i waiting for something to happen? maybe this is not where i want to be.
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